Farewell to My Mirror

You are My Mirror, My Opposite, My one and Only, My Dream Man. But it was you who fell in love with my wit and gave up on me because of my wit. It was you who supported me to be better and gave up on me when I became my best. It was you who changed me most, it was you, my unintended, my scratched mirror, who made me feel so special and loved and abandoned.
I had never believed in love at first sight, but it was all before I met you.
I had never been obedient, but it was all before you tamed me.
I had never been weak and available for the opposite sex, but it was all before you slaved me.
You confessed I had you from the first glance, but you confessed also that the first thought you had was that I was not "Your size". Whose size am I then, if not yours, My Dream Man.
You gave up on us too early, you never believed I might be soft for you, even when I was my softest.
I am giving up on us, after having tried to give up for some 3 years now, wish me well, and let me go at last. I am tired of be pulled back every time you see I really move on.
I know I will marry soon, I will marry a very decent man, who will not be mine from the first look, who will not tame me, who will simply think I am Right His Size, and only I will know My Size is still lonesome as ever and praying for me.
Let us Be Happy, My Mirror, Simultaneously, not together.
It took me maturity to realize You can have the strongest Love ever, yet never be together. Let us be happy forever, My Mirror.