Life likes to remind me how dirty people might act, how dirty the streets may be. The clearer the snow, the dirtier the mud becomes. And then it melts. It is gone.
Suddenly my eyes are open, everything comes into focus.....the song says.
I collapsed a couple of days ago. All the dirt of human being. The immoralities smashing on my face. I felt just dirty...with human sins. I felt sorry for thinking bad of people. Then I collected all into my hands and believed I am responsible for everything. The moment I stopped blaming others, though they might be the ones to blAme, i felt strong again.
I was down and moody. One of my former students sent me his academic record with the best performance in the course. He thanked me for motivation and believing in him.
Another former student asked me out to share wine together. She said she missed me. I missed her too.
Another former student said I was the best teacher in his life. The forth one is just there for me all the time, and I do believe, for many years.
My true friends are there for me. They love me, they care, they do.
My family supports me in everything I do.
They all reminded me that failing in one aspect of my life does not necessarily mean I am not that good.
And the strength is back.
And I do not let circumstances influence me any more. I remember theadvice I always give people: do what you should and keep your profile low. There Are things I cannot change. There are things I do.
And I recalled me returning to my computer one day and finding a sticker on the desktop with the most precious words from our favourite song cited by a great young friend of mine: Never give up. It's such a wonderful life.
Let us notice the wonders.
Love is a wonder and love does rule!!!!
I love you all, you all loving me are just gorgeous. I am happy and rich with you.
Suddenly my eyes are open, everything comes into focus.....the song says.
I collapsed a couple of days ago. All the dirt of human being. The immoralities smashing on my face. I felt just dirty...with human sins. I felt sorry for thinking bad of people. Then I collected all into my hands and believed I am responsible for everything. The moment I stopped blaming others, though they might be the ones to blAme, i felt strong again.
I was down and moody. One of my former students sent me his academic record with the best performance in the course. He thanked me for motivation and believing in him.
Another former student asked me out to share wine together. She said she missed me. I missed her too.
Another former student said I was the best teacher in his life. The forth one is just there for me all the time, and I do believe, for many years.
My true friends are there for me. They love me, they care, they do.
My family supports me in everything I do.
They all reminded me that failing in one aspect of my life does not necessarily mean I am not that good.
And the strength is back.
And I do not let circumstances influence me any more. I remember theadvice I always give people: do what you should and keep your profile low. There Are things I cannot change. There are things I do.
And I recalled me returning to my computer one day and finding a sticker on the desktop with the most precious words from our favourite song cited by a great young friend of mine: Never give up. It's such a wonderful life.
Let us notice the wonders.
Love is a wonder and love does rule!!!!
I love you all, you all loving me are just gorgeous. I am happy and rich with you.
