It's been so long you came around.
It's been so different to share life.
Together, but far. Next to me, silent, calm.
Just your energy needed for me to smile bright.

Your eyelashes touch. And your hand holds me tight.
Your big body protects from the dark and from light.
My self confidence peaks every second you smile,
And my dreams knitted round everything that you said.

My soft bronze hand. My long light nails.
My short dark hair. My deep dark eyes.
My chocolate smell. My winkley smile.
I just adore everything that you are.

How does he make me feel so proud,
Yet so worthless in my speech?
How does he point me my own faults
After forgiving my dumb deeds?

How come my heart beats strong and laud
Each time I hear his profound voice?
How dare I hope for us each day,
In case he proves my sights are vain?

Sept 28, 2013

His guilt is bright

Don't dare to mention me his name,
His deeds are not forgotten yet,
And for my broken heart that's lame
His proud self is to be blamed.

Don't  even dare to mention  his name,
Never ever mention me his name.

He is to blame for sadness tears,
And that I lost my trust in all,
For lonesomeness my heart feels clear, 
And that I want to quit so young.

Translated on Sept 28, 2013