16.02.2016

About my Best Friend

I have had so many best friends and friends and acquaintances, who were worth and nor very much.
It was different this time.
Could not track how it happened but I woke up one day realizing there is a big Sun in my Life called Panda.
I clearly remember the time you mentioned how people never realize and acknowledge and appreciate your devotion, and it was the moment you went straight into my inner child's heart. I seldom get pampered with the feeling of being appreciated for my devotion. But with you I am sure, I am. Though you are my biggest critic, you are my biggest fan, and thank you for it.
It was funny how we went though all the days- weird to talk to someone every single day and still have something to learn.
I love the way we communicate- saying no masks means saying nothing. Sure, we both have a couple of secrets, still I am more than sure we have both shared this much with noone and hardly ever will.
We have built our friendship on cappu and cinnamon, Merlot and Ceaser salad, posh restaurants and shaurma, motivation letters and applications, my dramas and your tolerance, your bitchiness and my understanding.
I remember all many times your shoulder was there for me to cry on, you remember all many times my eyes were there to support your shitty and gorgeous writings- we grew together, we overcame together, we had so much fun together. We have overcome some of the most important phases in our lives together, still at those time we never noticed it.
Sometimes we both hate each other, just for a short time, that is when we fuck up and feel proud of our stubborn asses and proud selves. Still, none of us ever went to bed knowing the other is hurt or lonesome or needs her/him. And in the long run we have been the biggest supporters of one another, the best friends, though we both  avoid this word so much.
With every episode we watch, every meal we share, every photo we send my cloud grows bigger and bigger, and if for some reason we will not be there for each other I want us to remember all the fun we had and thank God for having one another around.
I hear your heartbeat, Sweetheart, and always will. Forever!
Thanks for being so special, for never letting me down, and for meeting all my super high expectations.
Live you, my Best Best Friend ever!